The Difference

I lost you then,

I've lost you now;

Is there any difference?

Sickened I am,

From looking at you face

But love makes me sick;

Thank you for that.

Hurtful you may be,

Still special you are,

But who am I to you?

Forgive me.

I was crying then,

I am smiling now;

And that has made all

The difference.