The Difference

I lost you then,

I've lost you now;

Is there any difference?


Sickened I am,

From looking at you face

But love makes me sick;

Thank you for that.


Hurtful you may be,

Still special you are,

But who am I to you?


Forgive me.


I was crying then,

I am smiling now;

And that has made all


The difference.

Nurul Shamsul